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I will leave you with that today, since I am struggling at the moment trying to achieve my own self-affirmation. The path of a writer is an arduous one to take, fraught with doubt, reproach, and flat out rejection. At one turn we feel confident we have finally gotten it “right” and at the next, we can come face to face with the realization that we weren’t even close. Yet each new day, we get back to it.
Cheryl Anne Gardner
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Swatting them away isn't really an option. :)
The external conflict is simpler: I write stuff that’s a bit odd and I want normal people to like it. So time and again I stare doom in the face by handing my work to someone I guilt-tripped into reading it. Normally, politeness rules and the individual tells me that the work is pure genius. I’m elated until the individual tells me why it’s a work of genius: it reminds him or her of the family pet, the font was just perfect, it can be read in it’s entirety in a single visit to the bathroom, etc.
What to do?
Here’s how I answer that: I don’t write to be read; I write to understand what I think. Now all the problems are resolved: affirmation and doubts are comfortable in each other’s company, and normal people are free to read ingredients labels if they so desire. Furthermore, my work just might find a place in some abnormal person’s book shelf.
I had a recent comment stating that my term "the misty grey corner of nowhere and no place" was redundant because mist is grey. I wasn't sure what to make of that one, except that literary doesn't mean literal. I don't recall misty grey being in my crayon box, and I have the 64 color one. But then again, I wasn't speaking of a color but a state of mind. What can you do.
But your right. Affirmation has to come from within. Every reader's tastes are different, and I have yet to figure out what "normal" is.
I don't have any in e-pub format. I haven't mulled that over yet, and so I used kindle only for now.